Monday, April 6, 2026

With Back to the Dark Ages, Writer, Producer, and Director Anna Pakman Uses Wisdom and Wit to Uplift Forgotten Voices of Long COVID

 In recognition of the annual Easterseals Disability Film Challenge, I caught up with my friend and fellow advocate Anna Pakman to learn more about her latest contribution to this celebration of disabled talent in the media. Her newest five-minute masterpiece, Back to the Dark Ages, uses humor and heart to spotlight the often-overlooked struggles of those living with Long COVID and the isolation they endure in a society eager to “return to normal” despite the continued risk posed by this deadly virus.

 

The short film follows Christina (Makenzie Morgan Gomez), a former Broadway dancer and marathoner now thrust into an isolated and profoundly changed existence due to Long COVID, which leaves her fatigued, short of breath, and struggling with her mobility. When Christina accidentally summons a medieval ghost named Wilhelmina the Philanderer (Mary von Aue), she finds not only unexpected camaraderie, but also many eerie parallels between their respective experiences. Like Christina and millions of others affected by COVID, Wilhelmina has also lived through a “plague” and had her pleas for caution dismissed and ridiculed. The two women find solace in each other and lament that our society in 2026 has allowed history to repeat itself by failing to learn from the past. 

 

Sadly, many of the pandemic-era warnings Wilhelmena issued to others centuries ago are the very same ones issued by Christina and fellow COVID Long-Haulers in modern-day New York City. Much like Wilhelmena’s doubting neighbors, those around Christina ignore her calls for a more health-conscious society, challenging the audience to consider how much progress has actually been made since the so-called “Dark Ages”. 

 

In her latest work, writer, director and producer Pakman ultimately strives to challenge the narrative that the COVID-19 pandemic is “over” and uplift the voices of millions whose health and livelihoods have been forever altered by both the disease and by society’s apathy towards those coping with its reverberating consequences. The New York City-based filmmaker who lives with complications of a COVID infection herself, has an ever-stronger commitment to public health and hopes her new project will inspire the same in others. 

 

Born with cerebral palsy, Pakman has always sought to highlight the disability experience on screen. Yet the COVID-19 pandemic and its role as a mass-disabling event have given her advocacy a new and powerful angle—a mission to prevent COVID-19 and build a more inclusive society for those newly disabled in the aftermath of infection. Much like her characters, Pakman is urging those who engage with her to take precautions to reduce their risk of preventable illness. A passionate voice for commonsense harm -reduction measures like masking and air filtration, she hopes that her audiences will see these approaches not as fossils from a bygone pandemic, but as necessary tools to thrive in a world forever changed by COVID. 

 

Pakman deftly delivers a serious and urgent message while fully embracing the “dramedy” theme of this year’s challenge. She shares that it was a delight to “leverage her sense of humor” while also providing a platform for the Long COVID stories that are frequently excluded from the media, even within disability spaces. As in past years, COVID-consciousness is central to every aspect of Pakman’s set. In addition to physical precautions such as masking, advanced air filtration, and testing protocols, Pakman champions a culture of inclusion and encourages her team to speak up about their access needs. 

 

The film boasts diverse talent in front of and behind the camera, including DP John Floresca of The Daily Show, who uses a wheelchair, and several chronically ill team members who “breathed authenticity” into Christina’s character. Pakman also cites the value of BIPOC and LGBTQ+ representation across the cast and crew and calls everyone who contributed “super skilled.” 

 

When asked what comes next for disability representation in the media, she praises the increased number of disabled actors cast in disabled roles yet adds that there is much more work to do. Says Pakman, “We need more stories where disabled people exist as full, complex humans—funny, flawed, messy, ambitious—without their disability being the only thing that defines them.” 

 

In an era that has opened dialogue about disability with hits such as HBO Max’s The Pitt and TLC’s Jay and Pamela, she hopes that the conversation continues, both in society at large and within the disability community itself. While non-disabled people have much to learn from disabled talent, we disabled folks have just as much to learn from each other. 

 

Pakman calls on us all to resist viewing the disability experience as a “monolith,” beckoning us toward a future that “makes space for different ways of living, coping, and existing” even among those with the same diagnosis. Particularly, she hopes for strengthened bonds and increased cooperation between COVID conscious individuals and the larger disability community. 

 

In the meantime, she will be hard at work pouring her talent into more projects that “shift how disability is seen and understood.” Perhaps if we commit to true inclusion and solidarity with the same zeal, the “the Dark Ages” will at last, be behind us.

 

Watch Anna’s film here: Back to the Dark Ages

 

Two women sitting on a bench in NYC


 

 

Friday, December 19, 2025

Cripples At Christmas 2025

 Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Kwanzaa, and a Joyous New Year to all! Cripples at Christmas by Kathleen is back for 2025! Enjoy!


The image description is below each drawing.


A Barbie with a blue wheelchair and a Barbie with a pink wheelchair sit in boxes by the Christmas tree. Speech bubbles say “OMG! We totally went to crip camp together!” and “Wait, we totally had the same PT too.”

1.    On the First Day of Christmas…

 


 It Turns Out the Two Wheelchair Barbies Unwrapped by the Same Kid Knew Each Other After All…

 

ID: A Barbie with a blue wheelchair and a Barbie with a pink wheelchair sit in boxes by the Christmas tree. Speech bubbles say “OMG! We totally went to crip camp together!” and “Wait, we totally had the same PT too.”



A red-nosed reindeer with askew eyes who is surrounded by “Ow!” speech bubbles replies, “Oh, for fuck’s sake” in response to an out of view person saying, “But have you tried yoga?”




2.  On the Second Day of Christmas…

 

Rudolph the Red-Nosed Pain Deer Had a Much Different Following Than His Famous Counterpart…

 

ID: A red-nosed reindeer with askew eyes who is surrounded by “Ow!” speech bubbles replies, “Oh, for fuck’s sake” in response to an out of view person saying, “But have you tried yoga?”



Santa stands near a wheelchair user asking for two new front wheels. He says, “Sorry, kid!” “They are 6 Months Backordered.” And “You Should Have Stuck With The Front Teeth…”


 

 3. On the Third Day of Christmas…


All She Wants for Christmas Is Her Two Front Wheels. It’s Not That Simple…


ID: Santa stands near a wheelchair user asking for two new front wheels. He says, “Sorry, kid!” “They are 6 Months Backordered.” And “You Should Have Stuck With The Front Teeth…”



Day Four 2025


4.    On the Fourth Day of Christmas…

 

The Realistic Muscle Atrophy Button on the “All Grown Up CP Doll” Under the Tree Made Johnny’s Mom Uncomfortable…

 

ID: Wrapped gifts sit beside a boxed doll in a wheelchair beneath a Christmas tree. The box reads, “Watch me wither in real time!”




Four birds in Santa hats are saying, “This hold music is diabolical!”

5.   On the Fifth Day of Christmas…

 

The Four Calling Birds Were in Fact Calling Social Security For 6+ Hours

 

 

ID: Four birds in Santa hats are saying, “This hold music is diabolical!” 




A group of stick figures, both ambulatory and wheelchair users, are singing, “Do You Fear What I Fear?” to the tune of “Do You Hear What I Hear?”

6.   On the Sixth Day of Christmas…

 

The Disability-Affirming Anxiety Chorus Had a Smash Hit At Christmas


ID: A group of stick figures, both ambulatory and wheelchair users, are singing, “Do You Fear What I Fear?” to the tune of “Do You Hear What I Hear?”

 




A trio of disabled musicians, two in wheelchairs and one with forearm crutches, hold a microphone and a drum onstage beneath candy cane style letters that read “North Polio.”



7.  On the Seventh Day of Christmas…

 

The Aging Disabled Rock Band Was a Hit at Santa’s Christmas Concert


ID: A trio of disabled musicians, two in wheelchairs and one with forearm crutches, hold a microphone and a drum onstage beneath candy cane style letters that read “North Polio.”

 


A stick figure beside Mr. Potato Head says, “But you’re so smiley!” Mr. Potato Head, wearing a huge, literally plastic smile, replies, “Yeah, because the smile is literally stuck on my face.”


 8.  On the Eighth Day of Christmas…

 

None of the Other North Pole Toys Understood How Mr. Potato Head Could Possibly Have Chronic Pain

 

ID: A stick figure beside Mr. Potato Head says, “But you’re so smiley!” Mr. Potato Head, wearing a huge, literally plastic smile, replies, “Yeah, because the smile is literally stuck on my face.”

 


A wheelchair user tells Santa, “All I Want for Christmas Is a Reliable Home Health Aide.” A flummoxed Santa replies, “Listen, kid. Even I have limits…”

9.  On the Ninth Day of Christmas…

 

For the First Time Ever, Santa Felt that He Couldn’t Grant Any Wish…

 

ID: A wheelchair user tells Santa, “All I Want for Christmas Is a Reliable Home Health Aide.” A flummoxed Santa replies, “Listen, kid. Even I have limits…”



A brown labubu style doll says, “Yes, it is lapoopoo. Go ahead and laugh at the guy with inflammatory bowel disease. Labubu is my asshole cousin.”


10.    On the Tenth Day of Christmas…

 

It Wasn’t Easy Being the Chronically Ill Relative of Christmas’s Hottest Toy…

 

ID: A brown labubu style doll says, “Yes, it is lapoopoo. Go ahead and laugh at the guy with inflammatory bowel disease. Labubu is my asshole cousin.”

 


ID: A wheelchair user sits at the foot of a Christmas tree with the star on the floor. He says, “Not the fucking reacher again…I’ll leave the star on the floor.”

11.     On the Eleventh Day of Christmas…

 

If One More OT (Occupational Therapist) Suggested a Reacher to Hang a Shining Star Upon the Highest Bough…



 ID: A wheelchair user sits at the foot of a Christmas tree with the star on the floor. He says, “Not the fucking reacher again…I’ll leave the star on the floor.” 


Two wheelchair users sit at a bus stop illuminated by a streetlight and a Christmas tree. Overhead, “From now on our troubles will be miles away…” drifts from a shop radio


12.    On the Twelfth Day of Christmas…

 

The Only Thing Miles Away This Christmas Was Paratransit…

 

ID: Two wheelchair users sit at a bus stop illuminated by a streetlight and a Christmas tree. Overhead, “From now on our troubles will be miles away…” drifts from a shop radio


 

 

 

Sunday, April 13, 2025

In Short Film “Emergency Plan,” Writer, Director, and Producer Anna Pakman Confronts One of Disabled People’s Most Formidable and Most Overlooked Foes—Disaster Plans That Erase Them

 

By Kathleen Downes

When asked to name of a villain, most people probably think of a monster under the bed, a vampire, or a wicked witch tending to a bubbling cauldron. But for folks with disabilities, the villain is often much more realistic, lurking not in a comic book or a fairytale, but in moments of systemic discrimination that render them second-class citizens nearly 35 years after the passage of the Americans with Disabilities Act. 

 

It is this kind of more lifelike, and more sinister villain that writer, producer, and director Anna Pakman hopes to highlight in her latest short film, “Emergency Plan.” 

 

Created as part of the 2025 Easterseals Disability Film Challenge (EDFC), “Emergency Plan” is the harrowing tale of disabled couple Jasmine (Margo Gignac, American Crime, The Rookie ) and Eddie (James Ian, Mariah Carey's Christmas Sketchtacular, The Allnighter), two wheelchair users left trapped alongside their young son Riley (Charlie Steinman, Merrily We Roll Along) in a Manhattan high-rise building following a devastating earthquake that has rocked the East Coast. With stern warnings to evacuate before the onset of deadly aftershocks broadcasted every few minutes on their small tabletop radio, and pleas for help unanswered, Jasmine and Eddie know time is running out. 

 

In a nightmare scenario that feels too familiar to any disabled person treated like an afterthought in an emergency drill, the terrified parents come to the grim conclusion that their best chance to save 7-year-old Riley is to send him out on the city streets alone, knowing that they may perish before they can join him.

 

When presented with the 2025 Challenge theme “thriller and suspense,” Pakman admits she initially felt a bit out of her depth. With her past entries focused on comedy, she calls tackling such a decidedly un-funny topic “definitely intimidating” but ultimately aspires to use the opportunity to start a dialogue about disability and disaster planning, adding that disabled people are 2-4x more likely to face injury or death in mass disasters,and less likely to return home afterwards should they survive. 

 

These sobering statistics are personal to Pakman, who was born with cerebral palsy, and who, like countless others in the disability community, recalls instances throughout her life when it felt like she would be abandoned in the event of an emergency. She notes that growing up she can remember fire drills “where no one seemed to have a clear plan for how I would safely get out.” When plans do exist, she continues, they are frequently forgotten and lack necessary updates as time passes. 

 

Pakman own unsettling example is a former workplace which listed two colleagues as available to assist her in an emergency…more than a year after those colleagues had left the company. 

 

Sadly, the baffling experience is more a norm than an anomaly.

 

When people with disabilities yet again faced disproportionate casualty rates in a natural disaster during January’s deadly Los Angeles wildfires, the passionate filmmaker decided a call for inclusive disaster planning felt more relevant—and more urgent—than ever. 

 

The fires, coupled with the dismissal of disabled people’s lives amid the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic, inform both her emotionally charged script and the post-film conversations that she hopes will continue long and far beyond the Film Challenge.

 

When asked about other experiences that drove her to make “Emergency Plan,” she remembers hearing “an actual CDC [Centers for Disease Control and Prevention] director say with her full chest that COVID was no longer an issue because only vulnerable people were getting very sick or dying, but guess what, that’s disabled people.” 

 

That flippant attitude and those like it cost lives, says Pakman, and challenging the public “to think and act differently” begins with leaders and government officials modeling genuine concern for disabled citizens’ wellbeing. “Policymakers,” Pakman emphasizes, “need to include disabled voices at the table—not after plans are drafted, but at the very beginning” if catastrophes like the one featured in the film are to be avoided. 

 

While Pakman is adamant that the “onus should never be on disabled people to fix systemic inequities,” she encourages them to think seriously about their own emergency plans before a crisis strikes, using resources like those offered by the The Partnership for Inclusive Strategies

 

As in past years of EDFC participation, she is proud to showcase the talents of disabled creatives both in front of and behind the camera. Even the film’s radio broadcaster, who is never seen onscreen, is voiced by a disabled woman, 2019 Tony Award winner Ali Stroker (Oklahoma!), whom Pakman calls a “dear friend” and past collaborator on “The Glee Project.” 

 

Hiring disabled performers for disabled roles, she believes, brings “nuance that no one else can fake,” while also promoting “authenticity, opportunity, and respect.” 

 

Acknowledging the “financial considerations that producers have when casting a big star,” Pakman adds that authentically cast disabled roles can be paired “with a costar with marquis power,” a strategy that serves to “grow the résumé of the disabled actor” while also granting them some of the same name recognition already afforded to well-known non-disabled stars. 

 

Calling recent years something of a “golden age” for disability representation in media, she cites the historic example of Marissa Bode (“Adult Nessarose”) and Cesily Colette Taylor (“Young Nessarose”) serving as the first authentic portrayal of protagonist Elphaba’s wheelchair using sister in the Oscar- nominated movie adaptation of Wicked. 

 

Pakman is similarly delighted by the 2025 casting of wheelchair user Jenna Bainbridge in the stage version of the same role, given that a disabled actor has never before been hired for the part despite a Broadway run spanning more than two decades.

 

She hopes these leaps forward for disabled talent onscreen, onstage, and behind the scenes are just the beginning of a seismic shift in the narrative surrounding disability in the arts. 

 

As for the next frontier? 

 

“Mainstreaming us—everywhere,” Pakman enthuses. “Disabled characters in rom-coms, action flicks, political dramas—not just ‘issue’ stories. And importantly, hiring disabled people not just as actors, but as writers, directors, editors, showrunners, and network/studio executives.”

 

 

“Emergency Plan” is out now, available for streaming on YouTube and Facebook, along with the more than 100 other entries designed to advance the Film Challenge’s mission: to tell unique stories that showcase disability in its many forms.

 

Learn more about disability-inclusive disaster planning and the message behind “Emergency Plan” at http://www.emergencyplanfilm.com.


A silver radio and the words "Emergency Plan" in red and white